What matters?

My paternal grandad passed away. I don’t even know how I feel about it any more. There’s definitely not too much sorrow – probably because he’s not been well for a few years now. And I guess it’s largely because it’s been 8 years since I lost contact with them..

So, who are the ones that really matter? I guess this one is deeper.. beyond blood to the point of who has actually been there for you..

It’s an interesting one. I feel a bit weird..

15th October, 2009..

I daresay I will remember this day. Even if not the exact day, the fact that I –

1) Screwed up a mid term royally..
2) Got a rejection from an app I had sent 2 days ago.
3) Realized that a whole bunch of others had got calls for round 2 for another app and I hadn’t meaning I got rejected for my application
4) Got a ‘We don’t hire entry level graduates’ from 4 firms I called..

Hmm.. let’s see now. Do we have an Abe Lincoln kind of story coming up?

Failed here..failed there.. failed everywhere.. then became president?