Author: alearningaday

Transitions

The song is here.
(The lyrics more or less go with the song. Please excuse slight differences.. :))
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Sometimes I feel that my life is a series of trapeze swings.

I’m either hanging on to a trapeze bar swinging along or,
for a few moments in my life, I’m hurtling across space in between trapeze bars.

Most of the time, I spend my life hanging on for dear life to my trapeze-bar-of-the-moment.

It carries me along a certain steady rate of swing
And I have the feeling that I’m in control of my life.
I know most of the right questions and even some of the right answers.
But once in a while, as I’m merrily (or not so merrily) swinging along,
I look ahead of me into the distance, and what do I see?
I see another trapeze bar swinging toward me.
It’s empty,
and I know, in that place that knows, that this new trapeze bar has my name on it.
It is my next step,
my growth,
my aliveness going to get me.
In my heart-of-hearts I know that for me to grow,
I must release my grip on the present, well known bar to move to the new one.

Each time it happens to me, I hope (no, I pray) that I won’t have to grab the new one.

But in my knowing place I know that I must totally release my grasp on my old bar,
and for some moment in time hurtle across space before I can grab onto the new bar.
Each time I am filled with terror.
It doesn’t matter that in all my previous hurtles across the void of unknowing,
I have always made it.
Each time I am afraid I will miss,
that I will be crushed on the unseen rocks in the bottomless chasm between the bars.
But I do it anyway.
Perhaps this is the essence of what the mystics call the faith experience.
No guarantees, no net, no insurance policy,
but you do it anyway because somehow, to keep hanging onto that old bar is no longer on the list of alternatives.
And so for an eternity that can last a microsecond or a thousand lifetimes,
I soar across the dark void of “the past is gone, the future is not yet here.”
It’s called transition.

I have come to believe that it is the only place that real change occurs.
I mean real change, not the pseudo-change that only lasts until the next time my old buttons get punched.

I have noticed that, in our culture, this transition zone is looked upon as a “no-thing”,

a no-place between places.
Sure the old trapeze-bar was real, and that new one coming towards me,
I hope that’s real too.
But the void in between?
That’s just a scary, confusing, disorienting “nowhere” that must be gotten through as fast as unconsciously as possible.
What a waste!
I have a sneaking suspicion that the transition zone is the only real thing,
and the bars are illusions we dream up to avoid, where the real change,
the real growth occurs for us.
Whether or not my hunch is true,
it remains that the transition zones in our lives are incredibly rich places.
They should be honored, even savored.
Yes, with all the pain and fear and feelings of being out-of-control that can (but not necessarily) accompany transitions,
they are still the most alive, most growth-filled, passionate, expansive moments in our lives.

And so, transformation of fear may have nothing to do with making fear go away,

but rather with giving ourselves permission to “hang- out” in the transition between trapeze bars.
Transforming our need to grab that new bar, any bar, is allowing ourselves to dwell in the only place where change really happens.
It can be terrifying.
It can also be enlightening, in the true sense of the word.
Hurtling across the void, we just may learn how to fly.
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Touched a chord, this one.

Distance and ‘Somewhere only we know’

I realize distance makes things very tough for any kind of relationships. I didn’t necessarily have to be at a ‘distance’ to realize this of course. But, as a result of living practically away from my ‘home base’ for 6 months now, I have realized a few things about long distance friendships-

– The relationships that are typically affected are any that are brought together/helped by circumstance. (i.e. co-workers, football friends, housemates etc).
This is because the lack of a common ground means a lack of communication which brings me to my next realization.
– It is not easy to ‘pick up where you left of’. In my limited experience, it takes a bit of ‘alignment time’ and typically only comes with conversation. Often, with the distance, our minds conjure up perceptions of distance and difference when there might not be any.. or forgets that there actually might be some difference. And that can be a bit of a blow. The ‘pick up where you left of’ happens when the ‘awareness of small details’ checkbox is covered.
– The ‘small details’ are everything! When you are a few 1000 miles away, the only thing that makes you feel closer to someone are when you share the moments. Not the big ones.. but the small ones. That funny incident, that stroke of bad luck. This doesn’t take too long but it is vital that is done.
A friend of mine sends in a 10 minute power packed audio with his updates for the week in reply to my generally long emails. I call it power packed because it is typically packed with small details. And boy, does that make a difference! Because the next time we are on skype, I am sure going to begin with great joy laughing at some of the things he mentioned – it would be my way to ‘touch base’ and feel included.
– ‘Included’ brings me to the next point. I guess it comes from the basic human needs – to feel included, to feel appreciated, to be loved etc. This flows from the need to know the ‘small details’. I guess we like to know we are being thought of, being missed etc..
– There are 2 things that make long distance friendships work.
– Some kind of overlap. Typically, this is working on a fun project with each other. The excuse of ‘work’ ensures the ‘syncing’ and ‘aligning’ happens.
– Discipline. Lots of it. And on both sides. I realize this more and more as I get into the ‘new life’ at a place that it requires some proactive prioritization. And that’s where most long distance friendships don’t quite work out.
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After that treatise on ‘long distance friendships’, here is a song for the week. This one reminds me of many good times.
Oh, and it always makes me feel like a rockstar when I scream along with the chorus. My ex-housemate in Oman always said it gave him nightmares, or something like that.. haha

On the power of checklists

‘Under conditions of true complexity, a centralized command-and-control decision chain doesn’t work all that well. Instead we get better results by codifying what needs to happen into a simple checklist and giving people the freedom to act and adapt using their best judgment’

The Situation: Hurricane Katrina hit New Orleans on August 29, 2005. A lone agent of the FEMA (Federal Emergency Management Agency) actually spotted the situation in a helicopter and immediately filed an email report to the centre as all other communication failed. But, none of the FEMA top management used email..

In the meanwhile Wal-mart, a company known for great systems for all eventualities (much like Mcdonalds), had 126 stores in the New Orleans region.

Wal-mart’s Response: CEO Lee Scott immediately sanctioned all his managers to ‘make the best decision’ they could ‘and above all, do the right thing.’ Acting in accordance to their checklists and judgment –

– Wal-mart distributed diapers, water, baby formula, food, sleeping bags and toiletries to all affected residents
– One assistant manager even took a bull dozer worth of food and gave it away to residents.
– Another broke into the store’s pharmacy when the hospital ran out of medicines and was later lauded by senior management
– Wal-mart even supplied the National Guard with food and water a day before the federal government could respond

By the end, Wal-Mart sent 2,498 trailer loads of supplies and donated more than $3.5 million in merchandise. This demonstrates better than ever that checklists work very well in complex situations as they hit a balance between what usually seem conflicting virtues

I read a detailed summary of this book this week and I have been very impressed! The author, Atul Gawande, is a famous surgeon and as the medical, aviation and construction industries use checklists more extensively, Atul is very aware of their impact. He makes a strong case for us to use checklists extensively in our lives – especially since they ensure we don’t sleep up in a crisis situation! More on this next week maybe.. :)

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Source: Weekly Book Learnings and ‘The Checklist Manifesto’ by Atul Gawande